Stuck

I'm stuck at 20 lbs lost. I would love to lose another 20 but I'm not motivated anymore. It's probably because Russ stopped doing it, so it's hard when you're the only one. But at least I'm not gaining anything back and I'm still watching what I'm eating. That's a plus.

Starting Date: 5/16/11
Starting Weight: 190lbs


Current Date: 6/9/11
Current Weight: 171lbs


Current Weight Goal: 170
Lbs to go: 1


Ultimate Weight Goal: 150
Lbs to go: 21

I can't believe it's been less than a month and I have already lost 19 lbs. I think that's CRAZY! But I feel great and I'm LOVING it. One more pound to go before I have reached my 3rd weight goal. Weight Watchers has been easy and amazing. I'm so grateful to have found this. My sister-in-law, Erin, has lost 65lb on it in 6 months. I don't want to lose that much, so hopefully it will take me less time! I would love to be at my ultimate goal weight by the start of school (for my client) in the fall.

Here we go again...

Weight: 190
Total lost: 12 lbs

Yeah, I'm starting basically all over again. I have been very bad. I found out that one of the causes of my eating habits is depression. So I'm on some meds now and I feel a little better. I'm going to be meeting with my Dr in the next week or so and then maybe upping my dosage and maybe getting some anti-anxiety meds as well.

The bright side is I never got back to 200lbs and I'm starting to lose again. (the meds are making me lose my appetite, which in my case is a good thing). I'm trying not to eat while I'm bored and I'm having smaller portions because I'm not as hungry. So hopefully this is a step in the right direction. And all I drink is water now. I have been having stomach issues and I think part of it is soda related as well as depression related. So I've stopped soda (I only have it rarely and in small amounts) and that combined with the meds has seemed to help a lot.

My goal for this week is to be okay with not finishing my plate. And also drink more water (even though it's all I drink, I'm still not drinking enough)

Wow

I still have no scale. Well, I have one, just no battery for it. I need to put that on my shopping list. BUT I went to the Dr. yesterday and they weighed me. I'm still under pre-pregnancy weight! NICE! I was really hoping that I didn't go up since I've been off of Nutrisystem. I NEED to eat healthier.

I wish the hubs would do the same. It's VERY hard to eat healthy when your spouse doesn't. I'm going to get recipes and start cooking. (I know I said that before, but I mean it this time!)

Dinner Cravings

I've been bad. Partly because the battery  in my scale has died and I haven't replaced it yet, so I have no idea how much I weigh. But also because I haven't been doing so well on Nutrisystem. I'm really starting to get tired of the food and I'm craving other things more and more. Like right now, I want pizza. Any kind. And yesterday, I wanted a Mac Snack Wrap. It's really killing me. It's definitely my last month on Nutrisystem, but I'm afraid I'll go back to what I was doing.

Goal for after diet:
Plan dinner for every day of the week and stick to it. (like cooking and everything)

I am now shaped differently.

Weight: 184lbs
Current Weight Loss: 18lbs

I really thought I was going to gain weight this week. After not eating anything for days, I binged on pizza and fast food. I was also waiting for my Nutrisystem to come in the mail so I had no "good" food in the apartment anyway. Even though I'm pre-pregnancy weight, I still don't fit into a lot of my clothes. I am now shaped differently.

SOOOO since I lost my camera, I'm going to buy a new one with some of my $300 Corinne-refund-spending-money. And the rest will go to new clothes. I need work clothes desperately so unfortunately that's what I'll be buying. I will need help shopping for that though.

Wanna know how I did it?

Weight: 185lbs

Yup I did it! I am officially below my pre pregnancy weight. I lost 4lbs this week. Wanna know how I did it? I threw up. A lot. I went about my week the normal way and then BAM! I got hit with a stomach virus that not only made me vomit, but made me have diarrhea at the same time. Awesome right? Yeah, no. I felt awful. I ended up in the ER and stayed there for 3 hours while I got fluids and anti-nausea medicine.

Now I have a new goal of 180lbs. I'm doing this little by little. OH and I am ordering a new batch of Nutrisystem so that I can do it. And I'm only ordering stuff that I KNOW I like.

Ugh. I'm going to go rest now.